why do artists keep cancelling their eu tours

no time for musings, one must imagine M having a dump of thoughts.

  1. the possibility of going home (and homes?) after raya, visits, the warmth, trees. i shall have to equip myself with trying to appear formal and profesh, but this character building shall be the least of my worries.
  2. signed up for casis again – to be delighted by ancient manuscripts, colonial stuff, texts et. cetera
  3. have not been to my persian classes. sorry Faranak, i shall be better.
  4. the thought of spending a few weeks in London over summer is appealing, but at the same time, being confronted by a 50 pounds application fee (and the subsequent hefty bill afterwards) can be deterrent. but one says, why not?
  5. whatever innards cells penyemaian i have in me right now shall be interesting. one remains cautious of what this entails, jetzt und danach.
  6. my essay is going well, just need to stay up another half a night.
  7. i have the green man as my wallpaper, and this is enough deterrent to not bring the phone into the bathroom.
  8. the conflict is interesting, the un proceedings and councils are fun to watch, the speeches are laden with weight and careful considerations. implications of R-U on work, personal lives, prices, recalibrations or revisiting the meanings and boundaries of ethics, history, national borders, same sameness, language and how the world / established order of things will react shall be interesting to observe. but i, M, shall continue chilling.
  9. ibn arabi, how interesting is this fella?
  10. dinner conversations with A can be a pain, or even with F at times.
  11. F calls it arrogance, and unwillingness to bend / admit to faults or error, but is it pride, or simply one recognizes the limits of knowing / apprehension of others? I shall bow my head down and chill.

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