free flow

i’m thinking of going out for a ride for a bit in a moment’s time. let’s write first. first off, i shouldn’t let stupid things delude me. they are a hindrance. (ha). i think i have been exceedingly calmer that i thought i could be. i deserve a smiley :). ha. i am no longer angry with anyone i think. i wish everyone the best possible happiness. everything is in the best of all possible worlds. after seeing some of my friends (uhuh) getting engaged and then, soon, married, i think i shall naturally go down the same path as well. sooner than i expect, perhaps. triple wedding. ha. i am done preouccupying myself with unimportant (as of now) thoughts. right now i am to fill my head with equations and numbers and formulaes and signals and systems and controls and codes and programming and commands and operators and fractions and words words words.

i shall take a light elective next semester. need to balance out all the math.

listening to florence and the machine’s lungs. wonderful hair. next aspiration, perhaps? rgiht now i am sporting a straight cut. macam dalam n.wood, midori. let us not stand on fringes anymore. clear cut, everything. cut out, cut off, every single thought. ah, if there is a word to describe it… or a sentence or a paragraph that can capture, encapsulate how i feel about this it is..

it is a sort of disappointment at the rather poor choice you’ve made. not anger. there is no use in anger. it is same devices, same techniques. same words. i thought you are better than this. to think you have stooped so low. how typical. have fun mingling boredom with boredom and err err err forever. i have no use for you any longer.

damn, aku patut dengar gotye.