godawful

it’s certainly funny, watching you guys… support each other. but i don’t know. i really don’t. pat each others back, if you may, but i’m done. real done.

on another unrelated note, there’s this dude around these parts who decided to do each and every one of us classmates some sort of “portraiture”; a picture of you and solely you yourself, together with little nice descriptions about you. super scary. i suppose if one is reduced to simple adjectives, in two or three sentences, your whole being, in those tiny little spaces, you’d be pretty much interested to know about it. so i got mine yesterday or so.

Cool and steady. The picture speaks it all. Shes unparalleled on her qualities. Her mind is a complex one ready to be written or typed. Shes Mai, abbreviated for Maisarah.

funny eh. whatever “qualities” i had in the first place.
oh before i forget; alice (haha), i apologize because i can’t reply to your comment, yet, since well, i don’t know what else i should i write. i feel like i owe you some sort of reply because of the long odious you gave, so yeah. much of it contains many thanks, and uh perhaps yeah maybe i shouldn’t be too presumptuous, but it feels so old so i’ll pass, eh? i don’t feel to sage-y to be sprinkling advice or words around people. i don’t even feel qualified.

at any rate; this week is a week full of My Bloody Valentine, and The Jesus & Mary Chain. they remind me of rain, cars and lights, fluorescent lights, evenings, soggy ones, people queuing up for tickets, buying something; faces so bored, nights on the field with fog all over, looking at the stars; smoke and more smoke, and all that.

at any rate, i look forward for the weekend; times square, dean’s list awards (which isn’t really anything), and zoo negara, and finally home.

not too godawful at all, i guess.

6 thoughts on “godawful”

  1. 'Funny'? Oh come on. You like that. But where's the picture?Also, when you reduce things to 'Funny', they're usually quite humorless. More like 'Things I don't really get nor care much abt' = Funny. But there's also another 'Funny' that you use, I suppose. More like a disguise for things that pique your interests (of varying degrees, of course).But then again, there're those 'You shame me' sort of things.Meh. Aku bosan baca bio. Anyway, tahniah Dean's list. Dpt duit ke~?

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  2. kau boleh cari di facebook.oh fine, you want my set list of words i use to describe something, and their underlying meanings? i'll write about them. later.varying degrees. berlapis-lapis. i like these kinda stuff, dont i? a post title that refers to a lot of things, if anyone took notice; at all. but not too many. sometimes. superfluous, for example, can refer to many things. or implorers. godawful, now that i refer to specific people, who do specific things, which annoy me. annoy can also mean many things; to put it in bahasa melayu; it can mean: kurang senang hati, or macam kelakar, oh folly, a loud hah, or simply a genuine annoyance. i don't know, it's hard to explain. i use a whole lot of words to describe things. dan aku macam desperate to use the word 'kitsch' sekarang. all i can say is, fun and funny mean differently. i just sometimes get tired of over analyzing things, or writing about it, for that matter. 'you shame me'; itu hilarious. perfect for actual quoting. a certain bwahaha.

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  3. Jumpa. A look that channels 'Heh'Sure2. Implorers, feelers, etc. And I need not a dictionary of your personal linguistic habits. Understanding any more of you 'complexity' will hurt my head. I suspect it will.Godawful. I can't be that bad. Am I? Or has it nothing to do with me? Meh nvm. You've called me worse things…'Sunshine'. Pffft.

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