the whole while people were going to BMI for the UniKL sports carnival, i was one of the few who was there for a different reason; debating. which really sucks because i’ve been staying there for the whole week in some dingy room, sleeping on the mattress with no sheets and pillow, no laptop, which was kinda shitty. oh well. all the while hearing people from down at the cafe shouting and cheering for their world cup teams, disturbing my oh peaceful sleep. not to mention some bastards pergi skodeng and taking pictures of girls in showers early in the morning. fucking assholes. google sudah la. ugh.
Oh yeah, BMI menang overall. Five years in a row. How cool is that? Though perhaps I couldn’t care less. Mainly because I don’t give rat’s ass about sports in general. Partially because being proud of something in which you have no part of, and take non whatsoever benefit/joy from it, is stupid.
So far training has been a-okay, since there’s this senior joining us, and she’s super hebat. yeah i know i suck. need to work on mechanism and building up good arguments. more examples, perhaps. i, especially, need to be able to deliver my points in a more constructive manner, and stop saying sorry everytime i make a mistake. also, to have more intonation. egh, passion baby passion. malasnya.
dudes from MFI uploads pictures of em practicing with magazines and printed stuff all over the table, when all we have over here is pen and paper. dammit. i sense impending failure. only my wit and cunning will save me, if i have any of those. blegh. of knowledge and current issues, i have none. mainly because i have adopted an ignorant behavior towards things happening around. oblivious, you might say. oh well, biarla.
the debate competition is gonna be next tuesday, so i’ve to drag my ass back to BMI in a few hours time for some more uh, practice. then onwards to ipoh. yeah.
semoga berjaya oh.