Let’s see… in four days time I’m gonna be registering at this particular place called BMI. It’s one of those UniKL branches by the way. I hate them.
How the fuck can they determine the places for our universities in Australia already? It ain’t fair. Cause basically you can’t put people based on their foundation’s CGPA… I mean, fuck, what the hell am I going to UniKL for? Play darts? It’s a goddam first year engineering la labu, not some worthless practical “hands-on” (ugly words) training? You can’t do this, asshole.
Why the fuck can’t I apply for myself? Why the fuck did those delegates come here to promote their universities when I am not bestowed the power to choose? Jeez.
If I knew this would happen, I would’ve never done engineering. I would’ve gone on and feed on my other interests which are far better and cooler than this thing. Agh.
Ceh, I thought the only purpose of doing the foundation was to pass the 3.5 mark and go to unikl where the gpa’s there would count for going to overseas. So I didn’t really cared about it. At first, I did. And having the highest marks for chemistry, computer science and english seemed to have no benefits nor awards whatsoever. So fuck, if there’s no acknowledgement, I might as well do nothing. So I did nothing. I didn’t care about studying in the second half of the year. It was convenient that way. And all the way to the exam hall, I studied not even 10 minutes nor did I listen to any of the lectures. I copy from people. It’s disgusting. . The result was pretty mediocre. You can’t expect to suddenly know everything if you haven’t actually learned about it in the first place. This has nothing to do with intelligence. It’s about discipline and a skewered perception of how things work. About being wise.
But I didn’t want to care. It wasn’t important anyway
But it was… in the end.
I’m ungrateful, ain’t I?
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