he says, as he takes the golden helmet away and speeds off to his usual spot. I am left dumbfounded as to what it means, and try to make sense of what it is that I am doing in this world, and I feel utterly bored and in need of a space to react, but find no such thing anywhere in this world. Therefore, I have nowhere to go to.
The feeling you get that you want to talk to someone, and talk about nothing real. To fill in the empty spaces in your heart. I yearn to feel, to I have nothing to fill me in.
I attribute this to the lack of drinking water, and then when no one talks to me, I feel unwanted, but this is a rare space in which you should appreciate and actually, do something productive with yourself, M.
I have nothing real to push for, two more weeks here and I am done. Let me enjoy my night and then sleep into nothingness. I say to A that, I liked him (which amounts to nothing anyway, for I wish for nothing but a reaction), but the very fact in the morning he says ich auch I am left still, a bit dumbfounded. Still, we do nothing about it, and move about our lives.
I am to move to Denmark anyway, and to work and live and leave this country that I have grown fond of. To leave everyone behind, for they have life to live to. But till then, I guess.
The kids are Guntur though, they are something, and this house I must pay a visit before I leave.
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