i am a fan of small pleasures and sensations.
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my ramadan record is not good yet so far, will be better once i can start fasting.
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f is away, guests come and go and sometimes stay. some nights i am lonely after everyone has left, some nights i call people and say hi, some nights i take long walks in the dying sun and some nights i enjoy my tea.
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the thing about marijuana is the rush of relaxing sensation the moment you inhale and exhale and it bubbles up in your head. the rest doesn’t matter, or matters in small doses. like meatballs and ice creams and card games and sleeping the best sleep. the rest of the evening dissolves.
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presentations and group works await me this month. i will have no time for pleasure and leisure. but such is life, i am growing old and must face responsibilities.
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i will be 26 in three months. this approaching old age feeling annoys me, with nothing accomplished. but as i am right now,
i. feel. wonderful.
perkaraperkara 