It is hard to form a habit, when your mind is tired all the time. To feel constrained, then your body flung in different directions; I cannot take this.
How does one form a positive outlook on life at this point? Everything has turned into the mundane.
I had had a angry fit last night, after being called something by F. So much anger I could just crash into one of the cars while driving home. So much that I honked at people who were too slow in the second lane.
And around me, frustration.