i am not fond of naming people, and to assign each their initials would be a clear giveaway, but nevertheless, tanpa memberikan nama kepada seseorang, begitu susahnya kita untuk mengembangkan aspeknya (if any) yang lain.
if the word aspect can be confused with expect, than what is one to expect, affronted by this curious defect? is it to deflect, or merely a confusion of the tongue, as one is bound to write cease as seize, morn, with mourn? either way i cannot inquire, for my place is a peculiar one.
it is one thing to be gazed by others, but another thing altogether to think that one is being gazed at when one is not. the former brings affirmation in one’s actions, while in the latter one has to tiptoe in paranoia and confusion.
in my head is a story, but an incomplete one. this is an imagining of a situation that nonetheless bound to happen, but since i have not written any lengthy words worth reading by anyone, it might all just be buried to the back of my mind, like all seeds of ideas that are never given any chance to grow on their own.
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