the breaking down of the spirit, the spirit continuously engaged in trivial matters of bargaining and consolidating and the loosening up of the jaw to smile smile smile and never even mean it. an exercise to make up for the lack of warmth, routine speeches and words and formalities all to shroud the heart and tongue that betrays once the person is out of sight. so we form inconsistencies, with every transaction conversation built upon pretense; one departs always with bitterness with doubt with hate with annoyance.
a system based on the lack of trust, breeds suspicions, lies, deceits.
to put trust into a person is to respect. and while respect (they say) must be earned, one should always be the first to offer it, for to start on a (negative) empty slate, to debase before one is uplifted, so one assume a character (because it is expected of him) and thus nothing no one ever gets out of the rut (unless one really fights against it).
profitability vs. efficiency
should learn how to susun ayat better. this is only a place to throw clouded thoughts. disorderly at best. therefore should start writing essays. meh.
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