it’s been a while

since we commune to each other, because of all the things happening here. already i find it hard addressing the general public because now even the slightest hint of emotion is delivered to him. and to confide even the most private stories that you never even care to explain to anyone. be truthful, as they say. honest. honesty. honest. let us love each other for a long long time, where everything is revealed, stripped bare, cracked open, an opal smile that betrays even the slightest emotion. in smiling you sigh, thinking what will you have to go through what will anyone else have to go through, thinking planning pondering weighing calculating all the possibilities conditions that can govern us in say five ten fifteen years time. it is supposed to be eternal. of course the road is a tough one, no one ever said it was easy as a ritual and a certificate signed in front of men clad in kopiahs, many things will come after and it is up to you, no both of you of to live this through.