by hamza yusuf.
Part 1
Part 2
mungkin tugasan malam ini. rasa macam tak cukup mature nak buat apa apa sekarang. in the words of the argentinian neighbour, “Learn, and only you will grow”. so yes, kamu boleh lihat aku berbahasa melayu sekarang. it just means that i am less uptight. or more ecstatic.
ach, sick and tired of learning, need more creating. should kill myself to sleep tonight. yes yes yes. scattered writings all over books and notebooks and notepads and small ones and everything. i’ve never been so erratic my whole life (or not), but no one cares, ya know. too many things to do. yes yes yes, no longer bored. just filling dutifully time spent. haih.
in another unrelated matter, since i am no longer, say, angry, i’d just say, i’m somewhat disappointed. that is all. muse or no muse, there will be no mention of this any longer.