because i can just so easily dismiss SJ people whenever i like so yes, i can dismiss her as well. after all, why must we attain a life not ours? i must convince myself not to be troubled by the actions of people that are constituently different from me, because well, there is no point. we learn from them nevertheless, and each and everyone on earth is one great teacher just waiting to spat their unassuming wisdom every other second.
doesnt mean we must forge the same path as them. but lets not talk about the future, it is ever approaching and you can never anticipate what and when an emotional storm might come to you. i am content. not complacent. just content.
at any rate, i shall be looking forward to winter. might start to think what o do. do i need $5 fish and chips for myself again? or must i leap into the unknown and savour every other thought ad culture and ideas travel travel and forget thoreau forgetting kierkegaard forgetting pessoa and be as merry as i can and face reality at its truest at last?
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