kerana goodreads penuh dengan orang orang yang suka meneliti secara serius (atau tidak), kita berbicara di sini. aku sedang baca saramago (kerana apparently selepas aku google perkataan degenere superieur, sebab terbaca akannya di mana mana, mungkin James, dan any french word punya tarikan yang yang kuat untuk di-google. dan tiba tiba kita temui pessoa yang sungguh haha).
juga kerana aku tak mampu beli the book of disquiet (atau mungkin sebab memang harga tak boleh bla; why are books of poetry more expensive anyway? do lesser words = more thought = more value?) dan aversion sedia ada aku terhadap any poetry (kenapa? ini mungkin sebab, ah, seorang dua. atau lebih.). buku yang paling mahal aku pernah beli ialah House of Leaves. now that is a book worth reading. or worth analysing. but that was years ago.
jadi hei, kalau kamu ada baucer dua ratus itu dan tak tahu apa nak dilakukan dengannya, belikanlah untuk aku. *hint tak boleh bla*. then again, i could always borrow from the uni library. they have kafka’s diary weh (tapi aku malas nak baca ini). the only thing they lack is islamic books… and ginsberg. tapi ini semua understandable. what i would give to study at uni of melbourne….. haih.
tapi. saramago. agak. lawak. the kind of humor you appreciate when you have observed everything, slowly. not rigorously. the kind that lingers, that does not make you chuckle, but rather draw a long sigh, and afterwards a nostalgic snicker that lasts five seconds and off you drift to some fleeting memory.
kut. the more appropriate word, or hashtag that explains it all is #Ha.