relapse

does anybody miss me?

some post will crop up, soon. none of this elusive piece of shit. time and again i’ve been thinking of what to write here that is worth to write about, but nothing. nothing much. there’s nothing much. nothing much going on either, despite anything i have disclosed to any person – that i’m gonna be pretty busy for the rest of the holidays. none of that is going to happen. perhaps will, perhaps never. i’m not going to bother anymore. i’m just not up to it.

“We’re bored. We’re all bored now. But has it ever occurred to you, Wally, that the process that creates this boredom that we see in the world now, may very well be a self perpetuating, unconscious form of brainwashing created by a world totalitarian government based on money and that all of this is much more dangerous than one thinks, and its not just a question of individual survival, Wally, but that somebody who’s bored is asleep, and somebody who’s asleep will not say no?”
-My Dinner with Andre, 1981


so i ran.