my headaches are getting progressively worse. period. momentary sleep, that yields nothing. you know, you’re supposed to get up feeling absolutely swell, getting up from bed, say hi to the sun, looking ahead to whatever that seems to be coming. or something like that. well, i haven’t had that for a long long time. the moment i wake up, i seem to wake up in some dream, or imagine myself dreaming, or thinking of something, talking to someone, watching something. in short, there’s no shutting down. a pause button, neither winding or unwinding. a sudden halt, a sudden jerk, off you go, up up up, a jolt. bzzz. no alrighty gradually building up shit. slaaaaam.
god.
anyway, malam semalam semalam;
sekian, terima kasih.
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