Dalam masa dua puluh empat jam, aku rasa macam dah spend 13 jam untuk tidur. Agak menyedihkan. Oh well, sleep I shall, no more.
Somehow, the desktop is uh, busted again. This time, it probably is the motherboard, though I suspect it should still be functioning after only 4 months of usage. I did try exchanging the RAMs, but to no avail. Probably the graphic card, but we’ll see about that. The last thing I did was uh, playing dragon age, as usual, and the internet. Mom said I play the computer too long so the mobo must’ve been ‘terbakar’. I said in BMI I don’t turn it off for three whole days. Worse things could happen.
Trip to Kelantan was somewhat okay. Sampai sampai pc kena sound oh maisarah why are your jeans too tight. Aish. Miss Ninie. She blames me for being too uh, snobbish, or rather ignorant towards her, Says I should contact people oh so often, because she gives a great deal of care towards her ‘anak buah’, pointing towards the multitude of frames and pictures on her desk. Told her I don’t do those things, and I didn’t mean to, but I’ll try. Try is a very ambigious word.
But try I shall, nevertheless.
Seeing a bunch of people you haven’t seen in a while sure was kinda okay, but I guess I would’ve loved it more if I could’ve talk with some of them in peace. A little less people.
On the other hand, I need to uh, stop belittling people too much. I don’t know if people call this arrogance or anything, but it seems to me only natural to say things which are, condescending, because it is, how it is, the truth. Dumbing down will help in situations which are short lived, but to do it for the rest of the time seems superficial. Perhaps, being humble is what they call it. I hate that word.
All of this having said, perhaps I should start having an incubation period at home, where I can continue reading Goethe and Jung. Certain topics of interest also have cropped up during the holidays, and I just need time to start looking to them. For example, Kierkegaard isn’t the first one to write about existentialism. That dates back to 11-12th century. Also, I need to read the camera’s manual and understand all this stuff about ISOs and aperture and fuck. My picture-taking abilities sure is meh. Dragon age needs to be completed before balik college, because I’m sure as fuck ain’t gonna bring it until I get back to the apartment. I need to learn a couple of songs to play, and learn how to pluck em strings one by one properly. Lagu-lagu the kinks, misalnya. All of this and running since some dude got me worked up to join some ‘future marathons’. Sounds like a lot of stuff to, which I probably won’t do, so meh.
Result keluar hari ini. Malasnye nak check.
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