after blotting out the entire month of april, giving it none whatsoever importance to have a calender by itself, putting the write events and items on it, out of respect, the may calender shall be warmly received and be drawn. it’s purple, given the perplexity of this moment.
people say i read old books too much. it’s old. i only read things which are, either mentioned in a book that i happen to read and like, or i come across someone’s reading list which are worded rather grandly or pretaining to a specific subject/theme and have a certain relation to the self, in which i will take note, or scribble down in some obscure paper. this will then go through a much thorough process of wikipedia-ing. then the process of buying itself. i don’t go buy randomly selected books unless i have heard of the author. or heard of the book, by means of the mentioned above. it’s a complicated process. it’s months of contemplation. or not.
if you happen to mention some book you have read, saying ‘it’s a good read’, i wouldn’t care. especially if it’s produced in the last fifteen years. i glare at things like nicholas sparks and james patterson. they reek of good sentiments. i don’t know, i just hate it when they somehow dedicate 2/5 of the cover to print a glossy print of an author’s name. and then mention, at the bottom, “from the best selling author of [insert cheesy title]”. that, alongside with about fifty reviews from different newspapers at the back. they rely too much on those kinda stuff. credentials. it itches me. i try not to touch those kinda stuff.
yeah right i don’t listen to people that much. so, the may reading list;
- Paradise Lost, John Milton
- Heart of Darkness, Joseph Conrad
- Sickness unto Death, Soren Kierkegaard
- The Myth of Sisyphus, Albert Camus – reread. i missed some things.
- Mystical Dimensions of Islam, Annemarie Schimmel – a most academic introduction of this sufism stuff. it makes me reek of piety. seriously.
- A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man, James Joyce – reread. the embodiment of all things cool.
- The Book of Knowledge, Al-Ghazali – part of that big book of his. he’s fascinating.
- Advice for a Young Investigator, Santiago Ramon – his logic and perception of things seems sound.
That would suffice, till now. I haven’t got much money to dispose right now. Stupid camera. Less buying, more reading.
dude book-wise, I think you're my soul mate. I contemplate for months,too. And oh, yes. I have trouble exchanging books with anyone, because yeah, y'know how we read books that people don't read 🙂
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