So um, today’s the final paper of the year, Physics, and I’m pretty much guaranteed to get As for other papers, so there’s naught to worry about. I mean, I no longer have to study Chemistry for the rest of my life, so I’m pretty much… glad. Other than that, there’s a lot of packing to do. It’s tiring but ah well.
But ah well, tomorrow I’ll be leaving this place for good. Jeez, it’s been almost a year in this shithole. It’s not like I’m not gonna miss it, but well, you know, that’s life. Starting and stopping at some places before it’s time to move on.
Holidays are gonna be swell, I guess. I need a break from people. There’s this girl who said that I need to “socialize” more, but I think I’m getting better. It’s not that I have no friends to begin with. I just have problems maintaining them… which leads to many bitter confrontations and hateful ignorance. But enough about that…
Frankly, I have nothing much to write anymore. I hate the fact that I have to write something for people, and somewhat reserve other lesser random shit stuff inside a notepad. I don’t know. At the same time, I somewhat sense that my English has not improved at all, because I keep using the same words again and again, and so I’m pretty much ashamed. I should put an end of writing crap things, and proceed to read books again. I hate my mother, brother and whomever to read crap stuff. And then mention it to me. What is written here shall remain here, confined between the four corners of the screen.
I should stop writing. Here.
But, then there’s the problem of the computer. I’ve gotten so used of typing things instead of writing them down with me own hands, that my hands have gotten stiffer. It’s annoying. Not to mention my increasing shortsightedness that I feel like a sore loser right now. Shit. I need to get away from the computer. I think the most reasonable thing to do is buy an mp3 player, and a thumb drive, instead of using the computer.
I’m complaining here, and this is shit.
Goodbye.
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